apE yANG bERlAKU sEbenarNYA.....

assalammualaikum, its saturday... actually skg ni dah bulan july. cpt je masa berlalu. pejam celik pejam celik dah nak hujung tahun. umur pun dah meningkat. OMG.. whateverla. haha last updates blog bulan april. so skg da bulan july... sampai 2 bulan tergendala. APE YG BUSY SGT ETA OIII. maybe byk sgt berangan dgn kehidupan yg byk tipu daya ni. aceyhhh sejak bila dah insaf eta, haha. ape2 la. my work just ok. mcm biasa rutin kerja mcm berikut, gi keje kul 7.50 pg, punch card, then masuk bilik opis , as usually, eta akan sampai dulu haha. then gi bespes. lps tu br sambung kerja. then 5.15ptg , punch out then jln kaki blik hostel. kdg2 tu, blik ngn mamat isa tu atau jiran bilik tp slalunya jalan kaki sorg2 je. itula rutin harian kehidupan eta skg ni. kdg2 rasa mcm bosan pun ada, sunyi pun ada. maybe x de peneman setia kot. haha jgn nak mgada2la eta oii, nak peneman setia  bagaila. diri tu mmg x layak ada peneman setia.

eh sebenarnye crita2 melalut kat atas tu hanya lah entry untuk pendahuluan ayat je atau org ckp ayat pemanas nye. haha. eta nak tanye semua org kat muka bumi ni. korang suka x 'MELANCONG' atau erti kata lain JALAN-JALAN. if u alls ask me. maybe u all ni wrong person to asking. sebabnye, i am the one who like travel. x kisahla dekat 100m ker atau jauh beribu2 batu. asalkan berjalan menikmati keindahan alam semulajadi ciptaan Allah. for me, if one week not going out. its really2 like in the jail. muka mula la masam mcm cuka. haha. ape x nye, kita x bagi worth it kat diri sendiri utk menghappykan diri. asik menghabeskan masa ngn kehidupan yg byk tension. contoh kerja kat opis yg berlambak2 atau duk tgk tv je. kan sronok klu kita boley outing ngn org yg tersyg. x semestinya ngn boypren. if nak ngn boypren sesekali tu boleyla, jgnla nak hari2. haha. but for me, keluar ngn mak abah kakak2. lg the best. even kuar gi shopping ngn diaorg pun, dah make it hati eta appy. contoh nye. semenjak dah duk KL ni. eta akan  berulang balik manjung, 2 mggu skali. so balik manjung je, wajib keluar ngn family. x kira la gi shopping or jalan2 yg tempat dekat2 je. tp eta rasa happy n puas. even 30 minit only.

setiap mggu eta akan naik train from serdang to sg buloh. bayangkan brape station kan. almost 12 or 13 station is about 1 hour if not delay its became 45 minutes only. sampai mgantuk2 dlm train. tp kadang2 sronok jgk naik train sbb kita boley tgk telatah ramai org kat sekeliling. ada yg ibu mgandung ngn bwk anak naik train. kesiann pun ada. mana husband dia. nape x amek n hantarkan. maybe keje kot. tp keje2 jgk, ibu mgandung tu kan susah nak bergerak. lbh2 train dahla ramai org. klu ape2 blaku nanti, baru tahu nak mnyesal. entahla.... lps tu, ada plak seorg laki ni trsalah masuk train perempuan. kan dah kena mara ngn captain train. this train is for ladies only. haha kan dah kena sound. kesian. lain kali bacala kat pintu mask tu. best jgk jadi perempuan ni, semua nya terjaga. train utk wanita pun ada. safely. ok then eta tgk plak...anak2 muda atau anak2 gadis. diaorg busy ngn smartphones. ape yg hebat nye kat hanfon diaorg tu. sampaikan rasa mcm org2 kat situ sdg bermusuh. lupa plak, hanfon diaorg pun canggih2. iphone, samsung galaxy note, etc. nak di banding ngn eta. jauh beza sgt. ala x kisahla. bersyukur rezeki yg ada. lgpun worth it ape yg ada. walaupun harga anset eta x menjangkau ribu riban, asalkan boley communicate. simple tu kan bagus. pembaziran tu adalah amalan syaitan.

hari ni, eta kuar ngn kakak. pre shopping utk raya. best2. sbb jalan2 ngn my sis n anak buah. walaupun penat. tp berbaloi. kaki dah melecet ngn lenguh nya. destinasinya gi masjid jamek n sogo je.saje nak jln2. dr duk umah mmbesarkan bdn, baik jln2. x dela membazirkan masa. x gitu. kesian tgk kakak aqis. penat ye syg. tula, maksu dah kata jgn ikot tp nk ikut jgk. naik train takot...haha

2 mggu lagi nak puasa. x sabar. sbb bulan ramadhan la kita dapat meningkatkan keimanan kita kepada Allah. menunaikan puasa, solat terawih,etc. smoga puasa kali dpt memberi seribu makna bagi eta n family. amin..... yg x ganti pose tu, sila2 la cpt2, haha..... mata dah mgantuk ni. next updates will coming soon. see again.... wassalam.


nurul mashitah mokhtar....

PEGAWAI TADBIR & DIPLOMATIK >cik Mashitah

Assalammualaikum to all muslim.... today is monday on 15 april 2013. ramai org ckp, isnin ni blue monday but for me, monday is black.... haha almaklumlah baru balik dr manjung. ponat rasa mata ni. klu kawan2 ofis datang bilik eta skg ni, nampak je mata bulat, tp hakikat nya mata ni dah mcm nak trtutup. haha ape2 ajelah eta ni. hari ni entry eta nak menceritakan ape yg berlaku pada 13 april 2013. that day, eta dapat jemputan utk menghadiri exam PEGAWAI TADBIR DIPLOMATIK. exam dia punya la byk paper. actually x delah byk sgt mcm paper kat U dulu.hehe ada 4 paper. bahagian A: PENGETAHUAN AM (SEJARAH) oh my goodness my sejarah time spm pun dah nak sampai cukup2 makan je. haha bahgian B: DAYA MENYELESAIKAN MASALAH (I LIKE , coz subjek math yg minat) bahagian C:ESEI BM bahagian D: ESEI BI (THIS TWO TYPE ESEI, huhu sgt x suka tp harus jawab jgk). start movie on me now..hehe jumaat lepas abis keje je , trus naik bas 7.30 mlm balik manjung. sampai rumah pun dalam pukul 12 lbh. penat-penat and lapar. pejam celik pejam celik dah kul 1 pagi lbh. baru la nak merangkak2 tidur. i have to be rest dengan menggagahkan diri utk tidak study. tidur nyenyak sgt sampailah jam kul 6 pagi. my sis gerak: "eta bangun dah kul 6 pg dah, gi sembahyang n siap2 gi exam" arghhhh.... nak tido lagi... huhu . eta ape lg trus bgn gi mandi n siap2. yg penting baju yg senang n x payah gosok iaitu pakai bedal je amik baju kurung yg semlm aku pakai time balik kerja semalam. sorila if kawan2 yg amek exam, trase ada bau masam2 tu dr baju sy. tp idakla eta nak mgaku... hihi ( tp x dela bau sgtkan sbb sembur ngn rexona byk.... ) tepat pukul 6.30pagi , abah ngn eta gerak pi Kolej Matrikulasi Perak. utk menghadiri exam. actually x taw pun kmpk tu kat mana...pakai redah je. tanya org...akhirnya sampai jgk kat kmpk, kul 8.30 pg. pedalaman cikit rupanya kmpk ni. huhu ok eta pun trus ke dewan peperiksaan. jawabla paper A,B,C,D sampaila kul 3.00 ptg. soalan yg aku jawab rasa mcm confident sbb ape yg study ada yg keluar n byk tanye pasal gagasan satu malaysia. utk bahagian B pulak matematik, jawab memang x pandang kiri kanan dah. yg paling benci, calculator is not allowed. nampak gaya nye, kena pakai jarilah , utk kira2. lantakla org nak ckp aku ni mcm budak2 tadika. yang penting habis jawab dengan jaya nya, walaupun soalan terakhir tggl 60 saat je. tp yg aku x syiokk, soalan ada yg x dpt jawab iaitu number mod. ala lupaaaaa..... bedal ajela. next soalan esei BI n BM. sorryla dah lama x mgarang ayat. tunggang tebalik jadinye. only 20 % confident in esei. Yang penting skarang ni, aku dah berusaha utk jawab exam PTD. utk dapat next stage, i dont know. if dapat alhamdulillah. if x dpt, try lain kali. sbb yg exam PTD ni punyala ramai. tepat jam 3.10 ptg , i going home.... yeayyyy exam dah habis. mcm exam time U plak... hihi. ok dah mgantuk sgt ni. tp mana boley tido, ayah aku drive kena jaga2 jgk. kang abah pun trtido jgk. sampai2 je ...family ajak gi makan laksa n ais kacang kat marina wings lumut...JOMMMM....yeayyy happy day. the end for that day ....:)

bla bla bla.....

  assalammualaikum ... thanks to Allah , sbb sampai ke hari ni eta bernafas,...lama plak rase nya x updates blog.almaklumla, kerja je x abes2. tp keje2 jgk, jgn sampai janji kita kat Allah dilupakan. harus di tunaikan. apa2 yang dilakukan adalah kerana Allah. 27 march 2013... i am already 23 years old. dah besar rupanya tp rasa mcm budak2 lg.haha. nevermind, thanks to Allah sbb beri kesempatan eta utk hidup didunia ni. thanks to mak abah sbb lahirkan eta then ami n parents berikan hadiah yg sgt bermakna iaitu jam casio.(perlu ke nak sebut jenama ahhaha) kakak atie belikan kasut esarli(my favourite leather store in manjung. yong belikan beg utk ke ofis. kan dh lengkap utk ke ofis. x yah beli dah. haha. jimat. thanks all..... and lastly thanks to my friends in ex-uitm/kmpp, facebook, and twitter coz wish besday. tq. big smile from me... :) . next sstory plzzz.... >>> org ckp, perempuan mudah ada perasaan sayang klu si dia ambil berat ttg kita. thats true. dan itulah yg telah berlaku trhadap diri eta skg. maybe eta ni jenis yg suka sayangkan seseorg dengan cepat skali tanpa siasat. tp salah eta ker? ???? coz eta dah tanya, u have ur own special girl or not. but that guy say it, NO. if u tell me earlier that u have ur own serious girl that u love. and i will understand n i can stop loving u. but u cheat me. u treat me like a couple relationship. herm... nevermind. maybe u can give me cry n not in mood for 1 or 2 days. but now i can accept it. soorry to say. i want to break with u as a close friend since 3 years we are to close n sharing a lot of story with u. this is the way to give me not to remind u again. thanks alot coz to be my strong almost 3 years. everything i share with u about my family, my life, my sadness and happy. skg ni dah hampir 2 minggu not to call n msg u. i more strong. my perception now, not all guy that close to the girl will have a love with u. >>>>>>. AFTER my besday, HR suruh attend utk ujibakat pengacara IBPA. I HAVE TO BE BRAVE.haaha ok best jgk bila bercakap kat depan. ok ujibakat diterima. 3.5.2013 majlis IBPA ILSAS akan diadakan.get ready ok.setiap ape yg kita lakukan walaupun seremeh mcmn pun.... sentiasa igt pada Allah.

utk tahun 2013 dan UMUR ku ke 23 tahun, impian yg perlu di kecapi:
1. dapat pekerjaan sektor kerajan/glc( most prefer tnb coz dah rase sebati kerja ngn tnb)
2. nak memiliki sebuah kereta idaman(white mazda 3 sedan)
3. dapatkan master of business administration in finance. insyaallah
4. mengerjakan umrah dengan mak n abah. memerlukan 20k.
5.jelajah dunia utk melihat kebesaran milik Allah.



wassalam........:) setiap pekerjaan yang dilakukan, ungkaplah rasa hati bahawa ini semua kerana Allah Taala. amin

down down day

assalammualaikum.... it will be a difficult entry today. actually today is the worse worse day. mak abahhhhhhh..... i need u now. really2 need. :( hari ni,eta dari pagi sampai ptg , mood happy sbb kakak2  staff yg sentiasa ngn eta, really make me cheer. arini my job utk call customer. tp bila jam menunjuk kan 5.10pm, someone attack me. x tawla,dulu dia attack eta sbb ckp eta ni jenis no deserve to be boss. what can u feel someone else yg ckp kat u.... really make u down right. now dia attack lg eta. in a fews past day, eta n bos dia ada tlg buat kan kerja utk kira claim org. tp x taw plak kiraan kitaorg ada yg ringkasan. procedure finance ,  will calculate in detail. tp it doesn't mean first do it will all correct kan. it is not just only me yg buat. normal la, semua org ada buat kesilapan. u should be thanks bcoz, eta dah tolong ur work right. but what u give me, ketawaan yg diperli. thank you very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. tq also give me down n cryyyy..................... :( from now, eta dah 100% hate her...

Not Aspected but its happen

assalammualaikum... kat sini eta nak cite something, x tawla cite ni sebagai hari yg paling mendugacita kan ke x..... actually benda ni jadi 11 march 2013 dimana saya diarahkan utk attend courses kat ilsas...just for halfday. its okla...tp eta rasa mcm x best je ngn kursus tu sbb di attend oleh golongan bos2. ok x pela, tp someone ckp klu rase kursus tu x related sgt or x paham, eta boley tgglkan kursus. so aku cdg nak kuar dr kelas tu.... taw x betapa lega nye sbb badan eta pun x brapa nak sihat time tu, dengan batuk gatal + x larat. its ok la....bye bye kursus costing.then eta pun turun la balik ofis... sambung tandatangan invois yg belambak2 kat atas meja, perut pun lapar sbb dr pagi x breakfast n penat sbb baru balik dr manjung... then 2 org akak kerani nak pi mkn, so eta join ajela. taw ajelakan eta ni jenis x suka simpan2 dlm hati klu hati tu rase susah hati. eta pun cite la kat akak brdua tu. akakkkkk....... eta x pi kursus yg bos suruh tu.... then akak berdua tu ckp ape.... eta klu nak jd executive kena attend semua kursus , barulah boley tonjolkan diri. ok akak...... tp yg x boley trima, someone yg komen pasal diri eta ni x boley jd exec sbb x de kredibiliti tinggi. wtf u can talk to me like that. ok fine mood dah 60% nak naik angin. then akak tu ckp lg, klu budak praktikal tu lg byk buat kerja AP la AR la.... ABESTU KAU NAK CKP AKU X BUAT KERJA.... tgk la sendiri kat bilik aku..... betapa berlambak... bila eta mintak kerja, x bg.lps tu kata x nak tolong.... eta x kisah pun klu nak buli eta buat kerja sbb time praktikal dulu, lg truk kena buat kerja byk. time akak ckp tu, eta dah rasa down gila.... mmg eta mgaku eta ni jenis yg slow ckit. x salah klu berlajar dr bawah. dalam hati eta ckp, kau tu nak komen aku , mcm la kau dapat RM dr TNB. kerja kau tu worse dlm ofis tu mmbuatkan org lain pun susah. sampaikan bos kau dah benciiiii.............. (dalam hati ajela ckp) klu nak ckp fast to fast mmg x la, sbb eta ni diajar oleh mak bapak , x ley kuar ajar ngn org yg lebih tua. its ok, tp klu dia dah melampau utk kali ketiga, lets wait n see , what i will do to u. lepas tu, eta dpt msg, rupa eta wajib attend kursus ni utk knowledge eta.... I HAVE TO BE BRAVE!!!!! so go on je kursus tu.... bolehla paham cikit. sblom attend dlm kelas , mata eta dah bengkak2.... alamak mcmn nak pi kelas ni, maluuu...mesti org taw eta menagis.... eta paling sebak bila cerita ngn akak kerani, paling eta rapat , ape2 masalah n tunjuk ajar,sentiasa akak tu bg. i love his so much. eta sedih n sampaikan menangis dalam toilet. ape yg mmbuat kan really2 down... bila org boleh ckp eta ni x de kredibiliti. X LAYAK JD BOS/EKSEKUTIF..... truk sgt ke aku.... eta taw eta ni x de keje lg.... n jenis pewatakan slow.... tp klu sbg kakak. x boley ke bg semangat.... I KNOWLA.... ok x pela....let by gone be bygone..... tq for someone yg beri semangat kat eta dr dulu sampai skg, walaupun jarak antara kami jauh, dia tetap bg semangat klu eta dalam kesusahan. tq for hearing my problem.....smoga eta harap, dia stay boley mendengar segala ape2 yg eta alami ,even happy or sad .... sampai bila2... until eta tutup mata. thats all. he is my strong. TQ for everything. skg ni eta dah think positive.... biarla ape org nak ckp, yg penting kena la percaya kan diri sendiri. n percaya yg Allah yg tuan punya seluruh alam semesta dpt membantu eta. :) abes dah entry utk hari ini.....

word word word

Assalammualaikum..... hari ini 6 mac 2013. cepatnye masa berlalu, rase mcm baru je lagi tahun padahal dah bulan 3 and dah hampir 6 bulan eta kat ilsas bangi. entry hari ini mcm2 eta nak bgtaw... sepanjang hujung bulan februari and nak masuk mac ney, mcm2  dah berlaku. dimulakan dengan cerita pada tarikh 25 februari 2013. dpt calling kena attend interview for position account assistant di DBE GROUP SDN BHD. klu disebut pasal account assistant mestilah buat preparation utj semua term2 finance and account. ok dah settle hafal semua term2 tu. tp you know what... satu ape pun x ditanya pasal term finance tu. WTH ....la. ok x pe, just go on to the interview. guest what they ask me.????? ahahhhhh WHAT IS YOURS WITNESESS? Then eta pun ckp la, my witnesess is when i talk or communicate to another person that have a high level , i will feel not comfortable to communicate with them. THEN ORG TU PUN TANYA BALIK. how u can be strong with your witnesess. so i pun jwbla. i will usually communicated with them dengan kerap. even my bos. bla bla bla... soalan terakhir dia tanye. if syarikat x de duit nak byr supplier. so mcmn? alamakkk blom ade syarikat yg sebelum ney  x de duit nak byr supplier. ok i will  manage AR to get more money.
then org tu ckp klu u staff AP u cannot manage for AR. ok,.... soalan mcm bom balik plak. last2 eta ckp sorie i have no experience with the company cannot pay all your supplier. last2 org tu ckp, u as a fresh staff n graduate. u should see and ask your bos, how to settle this prob. u cannt to be settle it by urself... me>>> aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa la.............. why i not think about that. xpela , itu experience kena interview. belajar2. ok dah abes dah pasal interview tu. esk nye plak 26 feb 2013 ada surat dtg suh amek BR1M. SO HAPPY la sbb dpt duit. tp hari itu jgk eta kena balik KL..... wht the jealous day for me to stay at manjung with my family. ok never mine i go just  utk menjalankan kerja tanggungjawab dari Allah yang sepatutnya kita tunaikan. 27 februari 2013 >>> welcome home to offices day.... ahah..... byk nye keje. okla i can accept that. cos lebih bagus ada keje dr melangut n main facebook je. ptg tu dpt email, yg eta kena pi kursus kat ilsas selama dua ari. AHSAN CHARACTER BUILDING.  amboi mmg office x nak tgk muka eta ker.... haha mula2 risau jgk, apelah kursus tu akan adakan aktiviti tu. k x pela join ajela/

FY 2012 vs FY 2013

Assalammualaikum to all Blogger,

 my post today is all about the moment that happen in 2012 & up coming 2013. the date today is 29 disember 2012 for the last saturday in year 2012, so we will celebrate up coming 2013 in 2 days ago. oh my Allah, some people say that , if the year added, automatically our age will beadded also. but i the one will protest it because our aged were become older and older when the date of birth is arrived. so 2013 i will be a 22 year old not 23 years old ..haha what everla .... actually , i want to share something that really happen in 2012 in my life. it can be a happy and sad story. i started with as a final student in uitm perlis... so i will continue my final sem's with industrial training at tnb manjung , almost 5 month , i were be there. alhamdulillah , all the staff is really kind, fun, the most i like is supporting, even a lot of work i have to handle it. i really2 love and miss  them so much, aspecially to finance department. lot of people i know, like> kak norma (as my big bos),kak amy adliza, kak halimah, kak long(asfanizah), kak ju, kak mazainul, abg zul, kak lily,kak zu but En.din is quite not close because, he always not be there. thank you very much because can teach me everything , even eta is zero knowledge about a work. but the most difficulties, i have to finish my indutrial trainning with my thesis. ya ALLAH, u know what, my thesis is like a master student , it is double triple difficult for a degree level. ok nevermine , i shuould continue this until at the end. bla bla bla... finally i finish it at 6 months. FINALLLY i am freedom now...Yeahhh.... after that, i am unemployed. there is a influsion, that i want to continue my study as master level. but i do not have a heart to see my parents to struggle to find a money. moreover, they are more older now. so i choose to find work. almost 3 months, i as a unemployed person. so bored okey. one day, one of my lovely sister at tnb manjung says that tnb post a advertisement that tnb want a PEP 42. (program executive pelatih) so immediately, i try. so my name on the list that should be attend to first stage. oh my Allah, so difficult okey. it seem like a MUET sessions. 3 weeks after that i werebe inform in email, that i fail to the next stage. u know, my feel that time, like want to cry like a baby. but i withstand not to to that. because the failure is not the end of life. so i pray i will find another job. one day , i saw my email show that, all the failure in first stage can join training at tnb..so i decide to join that. moreover this program, i will get the experience job with tnb, and there is no bond because you can find another job that suitable to you. then, 1 week trainning TNB ILSAS, (institusi latihan sultan azlan shah), integrated learning solution in bandar baru bangi, selangor. then i will be posting the station2 tnb . but the most not expected , i were be posting to that trainning centre, but before this, i should be report to STESYEN JANAKUASA MANJUNG.  when i thinking back, there is point i should be in ILSAS, so i were be work there. 1 oktober 2012 i report to ilsas in finance department. u know what , i am so imprest coz i seat among with two expert executive. really2 like it coz i can learn anything with them... now, i work there almost 3 month already. but sometimes work will give me fun, sometime make me bored. what ever it is, i should strong with my new life.  the most i happy, i can spend my money to bring a gift my mom and family. ok next birthday my abah, should be spend also. my princip, always say that, my money is always for my family. repay all my parents that give me before. tvm...

okey next we talk about what to wish and desirable in 2013

1) holidays with my parents @ friends

- first should visit the malaysia area.

perlis

langkawi, kedah

penang

melaka 

kelantan

terengganu

pahang

negeri sembilan. port dikson

johor

sabah

sarawak

-overseas

mekah

USS-singapore

japan

korea

2) apply pep until success

3) owe my favourite car(white mazda 3)

4) ptptn debts

okay thats all for today..:) selamat berhujung mggu