MY BABY WAS BORN , MY HERO

ASSALAMMUALAIKUMMMM.....

ALHAMDULILLAHHH, ON 6 JANUARY 2016 , 06.59AM I WAS SAFELY DELIVER MY FIRST BABY AT HOSPITAL SULTANAH NUR ZAHIRAH KUALA TERENGGANU. I AM THE NEVES AND HAPPY MOM TO BE THAT HAVE DELIVER MY BABY.  MY BABY WAS DELIVER WITH VACCUMM STEP BECAUSE I HAVE NO ENERGY AND THE BABY WAS COMING OUT WITH THE HEART BEAT LITTLE SLOW. THE PROBLEM IS WHEN THE BABY IS VACCUM, THE BABY SHOULD BE WARDED FOR LONG TIME BECAUSE THEY WANT TO FULLY CHECK THE BABY CONDITION. DURING THE 8 DAYS BABY IN HOSPITAL, ITS VERY GIVE ME SO CHALLENGING BECAUSE I SEE HIS LEG AND HAND , OFTEN DO THE INJUCTION TO TAKE HIS BLOOD FOR CHECKING. SO I DECIDE TO STAY AT HOSPITAL WITH HIM.... SO PITY MY BABY , STAY ALONE WITHOUT MOM ACCOMPANY HIM. EVEN I IN CONFINEMENT, I LITTLE STRESS BECAUSE I WORRY ABOUT BABY , AND SOME ISSUE WHEN I GET EMOTION WITH MY FAMILY INLAW. WHAT EVER IT IS I ALWAYS ISTIGHFAR AND BE PATIENT. WHEN I WAS WITH MY SON AT HOSPITAL, I REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE I FULLY GIVE HIS BREASTFEEDING. ITS GOOD FOR HIM. BUT MY MILK IS SO LESS STOCK. ITS OKAY MAYBE THAT IS ONLY LITTLE FOR BABY. THEN IN DAY 3 AT HOSPITAL,  THE DOCTOR GIVE LIGHT LAMP TO GIVE BABY AND MOM BACK HOME.... YEAYYYYY ALHAMDULILLAHHHHH.... I STRAIGHTLY CALL HUSBAND AND FASTER TO GET WE BACK GO HOME NOW. AND MY HUSBAND RUSHING AFTER WORKING , PICKUP WE. AND MY HUSBAND SMILE ALWAYS AND EXCITED TO GOING BACK TO MEET TOK MA. WHEN RICH AT HOME, TOK MA WAITING AT DOOR AND PICK UP MY BABY... SO HAPPY TO SEE MY MOTHER IN LAW. THAT IS MOST BEAUTIFUL DAYYY FOR ME.... ALHAMDULILLAHHHH .DURING ONE MONTH , MY BABY HAVE THE APPOINTMENT WITH DOCTOR SO PLANN FOR GOING BACK MANJUNG IS AFTER THE APPOINTMENT. AFTER ONE MONTH. ITS OKLA.... ONE MONTH CONFINEMENT AT IN LAW AND MY TRULY MOTHER.

I INTRODUCE YOU WITH MY HANDSOME SON : MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS BIN ADAM .
I WAS CREATE THAT NAME WITH THE GOOD NAME FOR HEAVEN PLACE (FIRDAU)
I HOPE MY SON CAN GROWTH HEALTHY AND BE A GOOD HUMAN IN WORLD AND HEREAFTER. ONE THING THAT YOU HAVE TO KNOW, IBU AND PAPA LOVE YOU A LOT TILL JANNAH. SAYANG MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS.

DETOXXX HUSBAND AND WIFE

HYE ALL,

TODAY IS TIME FOR DETOXXXX . I PLAN TO DETOXX FOR BOTH OF WE, ME AND MY HUSDAND. HOPEFULLY WE CAN FIT.... YEAY

PLEASE PRAY FOR WE. WE HAVE SO MUCH FATT IN BODY

LIFE GIVE ME CHANGE A LOT

Assalammualaikum,

i think i am the lazy blogger because since i married, no blog no writing no story in my blog... so boring right.

 Actually i want to story what happen after 2 year not in blogging time. its happen so fast hehe

2 may 2015 i was married with my mr right... ooo love it. my wedding ceremony is happen simple only , not so grand and the most important thing, is not waste the money. that is point. all the plan for wedding is good in flow.

then 30 may ceremony at my husband house at Kuala Terengganu. people terengganu say ' SAMBUT MENANTU'. so far its happen good and simple. the most important is delicious food with KAMBING GOLEK.... yuhuuuuuu

i am the most happy wife that married him even we love to fight even the small matter. its okay, older people say, if we husband and wife like to fight fight , that means we are love each other so much. ITS REALLY... aminnnnnn SO THE DATE OF WEDDING ANNIVERSARY IS 2 MAY OK TAKE NOTE OKAY.

I AMMM BACKKKKKK :p

ASSALAMMUALAIKUMMM.... LAMA NYE X JENGUK BLOG.. RASA NYE DAH TINGGAL KAN SETAHUN KESAYANGAN SAYA NI. UTK STARTING BLOG PADA KALI INI. RELAX2 DULU DGN GAMBAR2. actually lupa pulak SELAMAT BERPUASA DI BULAN RAMADHAN KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM. DAH MASUK 7 RAMADHAN. :)

cabaran hidup

Assalammualaikum... hari ni dah last puasa..esk dah raya..horeyy. tapi stay kat ILSAS lg... sedihnye. sabar eta sabar... hidup kalau tanpa cabaran x best kan... its happen to my life too. i think in my age 23 years la paling byk dugaannye. baru nak start2 jd org dewasa.. x pe bersusah2 dahulu bersenang2 kemudian. impian byk tp lambat nye nak realitikan.

1) permanent job
2) doing hajj & umrah (mak , abah n me)
3) master of finance
4) mazda 3 sedan @ honda city
5) business cake @ boutique
6) travel

kalaula listing target tu boley di capai....alhamdulillah. kebahagian semua terletak ditgn Allah. aminnn.

kalau nak dapat kan sesuatu kena la berusaha lbh.

Menghitung HARI....

Assalammualaikum,

bulan mulia bulan ramadhan dah dtg. hari ni dah masuk 23 ramadhan means lg 6 hari nak sambut bulan syawal. sronok2 jgk tp rasa sedih sgt2 nak tgglkan bulan ramadhan utk tahun ni. sbb bulan puasa kali ni, berlainan dr bulan puasa sebelum2 ni. sbb status puasa bukan lg sebagai sorg student U. hihi yahooo. tp actually rindu sbnarnye nak sambung belajar blik. x pe one day it will come again.

bulan ramadhan kali ni dekat bangi iaitu tempat aku buat training... its so challenging coz berpuasa sorg2. without family. its ok. nak buat mcmn bersabar ajela. igtkan boley la berpuasa sepenuh nye dgn family. sabar eta sabar... ini dikatakan realiti hidup dgn byk dugaan. tp yg lebih menyeronokan dpt berterawih ngn kawan2. first day terawih beramai2. sblum ni x penah gi first trawih kat U or kat umah sbb kdg2 kawan2 bukan nye nak pi. n mak plak x brape nak sihat. so x de geng. tp kat ILSAS pi sorg2 pun boley sbb dekat sgt. tp ada kes la plak klu pi sorg2. tu pun boley dikira ngn tgn klu pi sorg. SEKALI JE PI TRAWIH SORG2..HAHA. rasanya da serik gi sorg2 sbb kena kacau ngn budak2 laki yg kursus kat ILSAS. lps tu da tobat x nak gi sorg2. nasib la ada jiran bilik sebelah yg nak pegi. selamat la sikit. alhamdulillah tahun ni buat trawih byk. nak meningkat kan ibadah dlm bulan ramadhan..aceeyy. masa ni la aku boley berdoa semua hajat2 yg diingin kan trcapai amin.

then aku nak crita pasal kursus yg aku attend bulan julai. iaitu TRAINING FOR TRAINER. oh no its so difficult sbb kena berani utk mengajar dihadapan anak2 murid selama 45 min.(x silap la yg penting lama)
kursus tu dijalankan slama smggu. so dlm smggu tu blajar step2 camna nak jd trainer. n kena prepare utk subjek yg perlu diajar time presentation nanti. kdg2 rasa mcm nak kuar je dr bilik kursus tu. sbb x sedia lg. maunye x , byk yg kena sedia,huhu. so nak x nak, kena truskan jgk usaha la mcmn pun. so aku decide nak mengajar bahagian kewangan subjek proses penerimaan duit di syarikat aku. maybe mcm kelam kabut ckit. tp dlm kepala fikir, aku kena abes kan jgk kursus ni. gagal atau lulus blakang kira. bila hari yg ditunggukan iaitu presentation, ada 2 panel yg akan tgk dr blakang. mau x ketar lutut. tp arggg biarla depa pun org jgk kan... nak cool kan diri sendiri sebenarnye. lps abes je kursus, panel akan evaluate kite. tidakkkkkkk byk nye komen yg mnyakitkan hati.huhuu dalam satu kelas tu ada 5 org , so aku sorg2 je yg perempuan dlm kelas tu. and aku jgkla yg byk skali kena komen. mau x nye byk salah. paling sedih dpt komen, soalan tidak related dgn objektif.. sedeyyyyy. abes je kelas tu. mood langsung x de. sampaikan x mkn tgh ari. trus balik bilik. hanya Allah yg tahu, prasaan eta mcmn? i feel so downnnnnn. sampaikan eta fikir, eta ni bodoh, n x pandai dr semua aspek. nak dibandingkan org lain lg hebat. :'( . x pela maybe ada hikmah. balik2 trus telefon mak n somebody. tq for always support me from behind. > selepas 2 mggu, the result is out.... alhamdulillah rupa2 nye lulus yeayyy......  even dpt stakat cukup2 mkn je. eta sgt2 bersyukur sbb dpt jgk sijil tu. so lps ni boley update dalam CV. boley la kukuh ckit nak cr kj.

ni dia sijil nye...

apE yANG bERlAKU sEbenarNYA.....

assalammualaikum, its saturday... actually skg ni dah bulan july. cpt je masa berlalu. pejam celik pejam celik dah nak hujung tahun. umur pun dah meningkat. OMG.. whateverla. haha last updates blog bulan april. so skg da bulan july... sampai 2 bulan tergendala. APE YG BUSY SGT ETA OIII. maybe byk sgt berangan dgn kehidupan yg byk tipu daya ni. aceyhhh sejak bila dah insaf eta, haha. ape2 la. my work just ok. mcm biasa rutin kerja mcm berikut, gi keje kul 7.50 pg, punch card, then masuk bilik opis , as usually, eta akan sampai dulu haha. then gi bespes. lps tu br sambung kerja. then 5.15ptg , punch out then jln kaki blik hostel. kdg2 tu, blik ngn mamat isa tu atau jiran bilik tp slalunya jalan kaki sorg2 je. itula rutin harian kehidupan eta skg ni. kdg2 rasa mcm bosan pun ada, sunyi pun ada. maybe x de peneman setia kot. haha jgn nak mgada2la eta oii, nak peneman setia  bagaila. diri tu mmg x layak ada peneman setia.

eh sebenarnye crita2 melalut kat atas tu hanya lah entry untuk pendahuluan ayat je atau org ckp ayat pemanas nye. haha. eta nak tanye semua org kat muka bumi ni. korang suka x 'MELANCONG' atau erti kata lain JALAN-JALAN. if u alls ask me. maybe u all ni wrong person to asking. sebabnye, i am the one who like travel. x kisahla dekat 100m ker atau jauh beribu2 batu. asalkan berjalan menikmati keindahan alam semulajadi ciptaan Allah. for me, if one week not going out. its really2 like in the jail. muka mula la masam mcm cuka. haha. ape x nye, kita x bagi worth it kat diri sendiri utk menghappykan diri. asik menghabeskan masa ngn kehidupan yg byk tension. contoh kerja kat opis yg berlambak2 atau duk tgk tv je. kan sronok klu kita boley outing ngn org yg tersyg. x semestinya ngn boypren. if nak ngn boypren sesekali tu boleyla, jgnla nak hari2. haha. but for me, keluar ngn mak abah kakak2. lg the best. even kuar gi shopping ngn diaorg pun, dah make it hati eta appy. contoh nye. semenjak dah duk KL ni. eta akan  berulang balik manjung, 2 mggu skali. so balik manjung je, wajib keluar ngn family. x kira la gi shopping or jalan2 yg tempat dekat2 je. tp eta rasa happy n puas. even 30 minit only.

setiap mggu eta akan naik train from serdang to sg buloh. bayangkan brape station kan. almost 12 or 13 station is about 1 hour if not delay its became 45 minutes only. sampai mgantuk2 dlm train. tp kadang2 sronok jgk naik train sbb kita boley tgk telatah ramai org kat sekeliling. ada yg ibu mgandung ngn bwk anak naik train. kesiann pun ada. mana husband dia. nape x amek n hantarkan. maybe keje kot. tp keje2 jgk, ibu mgandung tu kan susah nak bergerak. lbh2 train dahla ramai org. klu ape2 blaku nanti, baru tahu nak mnyesal. entahla.... lps tu, ada plak seorg laki ni trsalah masuk train perempuan. kan dah kena mara ngn captain train. this train is for ladies only. haha kan dah kena sound. kesian. lain kali bacala kat pintu mask tu. best jgk jadi perempuan ni, semua nya terjaga. train utk wanita pun ada. safely. ok then eta tgk plak...anak2 muda atau anak2 gadis. diaorg busy ngn smartphones. ape yg hebat nye kat hanfon diaorg tu. sampaikan rasa mcm org2 kat situ sdg bermusuh. lupa plak, hanfon diaorg pun canggih2. iphone, samsung galaxy note, etc. nak di banding ngn eta. jauh beza sgt. ala x kisahla. bersyukur rezeki yg ada. lgpun worth it ape yg ada. walaupun harga anset eta x menjangkau ribu riban, asalkan boley communicate. simple tu kan bagus. pembaziran tu adalah amalan syaitan.

hari ni, eta kuar ngn kakak. pre shopping utk raya. best2. sbb jalan2 ngn my sis n anak buah. walaupun penat. tp berbaloi. kaki dah melecet ngn lenguh nya. destinasinya gi masjid jamek n sogo je.saje nak jln2. dr duk umah mmbesarkan bdn, baik jln2. x dela membazirkan masa. x gitu. kesian tgk kakak aqis. penat ye syg. tula, maksu dah kata jgn ikot tp nk ikut jgk. naik train takot...haha

2 mggu lagi nak puasa. x sabar. sbb bulan ramadhan la kita dapat meningkatkan keimanan kita kepada Allah. menunaikan puasa, solat terawih,etc. smoga puasa kali dpt memberi seribu makna bagi eta n family. amin..... yg x ganti pose tu, sila2 la cpt2, haha..... mata dah mgantuk ni. next updates will coming soon. see again.... wassalam.


nurul mashitah mokhtar....